although i am normally bored stupid by all the retrospection and well wishes around each new year, i judge it to be the most sacred holiday of all. a distinctly human holiday that celebrates humanity… try as i may to think of it rationally as just another day, somewhere the emotionality seeps in. one more turn around the sun, one more chance. the metaphoric implications are as wide as one’s awareness. the need to reflect and evaluate is essential to emotional evolution without which we are worse than dead, for even the dead have significance. which brings me to my little contribution. of course i have a hit list, a hate list and a hope list for this new year… but luckily my memory fades faster than my dreams. i realized with great alacrity during the last quarter of 2012, that i never want to repeat any of the years i’ve had before; not because of a simplistic good or bad year thing, for each year brings it’s own share of either, but for the sake of a new year only. for possibility. i hear people ask for goodness and greatness all over but my wish for all this new year is only for appreciation and acceptance. i have been fortunate to meet many new people this year whom have given me insights of all sorts, both witting and unwittingly… to them my appreciation, i’ve come to realize inevitability, something i believed in as little as probability, but it has brought me acceptance. for this new year; appreciate the beauty and the ugly, accept most of all yourself and respect others for no peace nor prosperity will be had otherwise. have a happy 2013…